hey world! :D
i'm still alive =) (in case you are all wondering where the hell elaine goes)

well, work is like shit nowadays. not that any of the managers are against me or sth, kelvin lao pa&sheryl are still v. nice with me, and da jie is still calling me xiao bu dian.. but so much of those internal conflicts.. set me wondering, is this the so called "real world" that all adults are talking abt.. ?

if thats the case,
I DONT WANA GROW UP AT ALL..

well, so much things took place and i'm sick of updating abt it.

ytd, i was just telling you...
you're acceptable to me now, not that i LIKE you now, but acceptable..

you was still smiling and dont reply me.. later telling me you're just to lazy to be bother abt me..
so.. what's this now? wtf can i say i dont want to have you going away first, before i do? can i be so damn selfish to say that if you're rly quitting, the childish side of me would disappear and, i dont want to let it happen? can i say that in that way, no one will... make me laugh when i'm super pissed off?

i see no point in anything that took place today.
no point at all.. including alot of other shit.. the world changes every second and... i dont like these shit of it ok?

DING DING DING everyone jammed me today and..
kelvin&lao pa to the rescue. esp lao pa, he damn dote on me la.. pei me runner for like dont know how long although his shoes were super slippery but he never even say no to me or what..

yada, my shitty day.
PS. how long has it been since i'm so emo?

life, haiz.
i tot i'm gona be happy everyday, but.. no.
i'm a selfish gal that wants everything to go my way? maybe.. i just dont wana grow up, i just dont wish to say goodbye for good?

i dont know why the hell i can say bye to love or r/s so easily
but.... not to friends/family? i get rly childish over it but...... so? thats me.